By Margaret Phillips
The Mayflower Saints may
have walked in this place
where I am walking
where I don’t know how to ask
the leaves or pines in the sandy ground
what happened here then
not study paragraph by paragraph but word
by word talk to someone who knew
those minutes in those days
yet here beside the spotted wintergreen
it just so happens I’m the only one
to hear my questions
I want to talk to the Wampanoag teacher
behind the black cherry bushes
to ask him
to tell about the stolen
corn the stolen seed corn stored
that year at Corn Hill
at what was to be known as
Corn Hill
as in the scene of the crime
where the seed corn was stolen from
it just so happens that I
have experience
fifteen hundred miles away
from this silent path — experience in Indiana with my grandfather’s
side business of selling seed corn
and with his small profit
buys his own seed
to grow corn to make silage
to feed his dairy cows
to keep his hundred and sixty acres
acres heavy with rocks that rise up
with the frost line each spring
to break the plow point
to freeze the hay rake gears in fall —
it just so happens that broken gear teeth
broken plow points are just the emergency
seed corn money can meet to feed
the hungry finances of a hundred and sixty acres
so it will not starve
it just so happens starving —
ask Bradford and his hungry men —
is only the stuff of time and place
In Indiana in my grandfather’s milk house
next to the cooling room is a smaller room
and behind the pasteurizer a windowsill
and on the windowsill a pasteboard box
and in the box large arrowheads
for deer
and smaller ones called
bird points and squirrel points
that rise up every spring in the clay
first cut turned over by the plow
my grandfather’s plow brings up an arrowhead
some young Potawattamee dropped
flint chipped and knapped long ago
in the nearby hamlet by his family’s lodge
if I could turn and bend agilely down
out of time out of place
I could catch the arrowhead he
dropped silently in the leaves could offer it back to him
and ask if he knew about the stolen corn
fifteen hundred miles away
it just so happens that the corn in Corn Hill
kept Bradford and his party
and the hungry enterprise alive
this boon needed to feed the babies
but stolen away from other babies
not in dire need but their children
shouldered out by the children
of the saved babies and
the Potawattamee boy who could not see
that his woods would give way to corn or clover
it just so happens eaten by cows not buffalo cows
but milk cows whose milk passes through
the pasteurizer in front of the door
to the windowed room with a pasteboard box
of arrow points in the windowsill if I could just stop
I could see my grandfather drop
his found arrowhead into his pocket I could take it
and reach out to hand it to the Wampanoag teacher
who speaks about disappearance
of seed corn an accompaniment to the just surviving
explorers to the sagging finances
of a small farm in Indiana or
on a path in Truro where
it just so happens lies
Corn Hill.
This was the 2014 winning poem selected by the Cape Cod Cultural Center.
Friday, August 8, 2014
As I Pack for Eight Days in Costa Rica
By Judy Brook
I wonder about Marco Polo
and his twenty-four year trip to China.
How many suitcases did he take?
How did he pack without plastic bags?
How did he do it without a charge card
a list of phrases in different languages
wash and wear shirts
trip insurance
an itinerary
a passport
a map?
Did he take a good novel to read at night
an outfit and shoes for dressing up
a good sun-blocking hat
bug repellent?
Did he find someone to feed the cat?
from the Poetry Society of Vermont.
Thursday, August 7, 2014
Dead Baby
By Jacqueline St. Joan
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence. It was naked. It was blue.
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence. It was naked. It was blue.
It was bloody placenta all over the ground
and red spots on the fence. Red spots on the fence
led them over the top to the trail of blood
in the neighbor’s yard
to the back door
and into the room
of a 13 year old, the childless mother
of the dead baby in the yard next door.
I heard a cry late last night,
a neighbor reported,
Thought it was a cat or a bird.
What did she do alone in that room?
Teddy bear stuffed in her mouth?
Her legs pumping the mantra of a child
giving birth all alone: Get rid of it,
then wash up, no one will know
Did she rise up then
Get rid of it
and take the baby to the fence?
Go wash up, it’s gone now, no one will know
it’s over, we’re dying, wash up now,
it’s gone over the fence . . .
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence.
It was wrapped in slick papers
the Sunday supplement
multicolored ink-stains
and bloody from the birth,
yellow rubber gloves flopped in a puddle,
man-sized gloves. Playtex
what you use
to wash the whitewalls on tires
to strip furniture
to clean the oven
or to pull out a baby that doesn’t want to come
when you don’t know what you’re doing
so you reach in and pull harder
and the head comes out and it’s blue
and the cord’s wrapped around
and you don’t know what you’re doing
and you reach in and pull harder
and the yellow gloves pull harder
and you’re scared
and it’s blue and we’re dying,
so you reach for the Parade section
and roll the baby in it
and you don’t know what you’re doing
and you’re sorry
and you drop it over the fence
hand over head, like a kid mailing a letter
and you turn the gloves inside out,
drop them and run home before dark.
and red spots on the fence. Red spots on the fence
led them over the top to the trail of blood
in the neighbor’s yard
to the back door
and into the room
of a 13 year old, the childless mother
of the dead baby in the yard next door.
I heard a cry late last night,
a neighbor reported,
Thought it was a cat or a bird.
What did she do alone in that room?
Teddy bear stuffed in her mouth?
Her legs pumping the mantra of a child
giving birth all alone: Get rid of it,
then wash up, no one will know
Did she rise up then
Get rid of it
and take the baby to the fence?
Go wash up, it’s gone now, no one will know
it’s over, we’re dying, wash up now,
it’s gone over the fence . . .
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence.
It was wrapped in slick papers
the Sunday supplement
multicolored ink-stains
and bloody from the birth,
yellow rubber gloves flopped in a puddle,
man-sized gloves. Playtex
what you use
to wash the whitewalls on tires
to strip furniture
to clean the oven
or to pull out a baby that doesn’t want to come
when you don’t know what you’re doing
so you reach in and pull harder
and the head comes out and it’s blue
and the cord’s wrapped around
and you don’t know what you’re doing
and you reach in and pull harder
and the yellow gloves pull harder
and you’re scared
and it’s blue and we’re dying,
so you reach for the Parade section
and roll the baby in it
and you don’t know what you’re doing
and you’re sorry
and you drop it over the fence
hand over head, like a kid mailing a letter
and you turn the gloves inside out,
drop them and run home before dark.
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence.
It was dressed in white lace
a christening gown
layers of white on white,
the baby had been washed,
the clothes had been pressed
it had all been prepared,
a small bonnet crocheted
a pearl ribbon woven through.
It was wrapped in a cover
a hand-knitted blanket,
the edges folded back,
the kind a grandmother would weave
the perfect baby, the kind a grandmother
would dream of
the son she’d never had,
the one she could spoil,
the one she deserved.
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence.
It was dressed in white lace
a christening gown
layers of white on white,
the baby had been washed,
the clothes had been pressed
it had all been prepared,
a small bonnet crocheted
a pearl ribbon woven through.
It was wrapped in a cover
a hand-knitted blanket,
the edges folded back,
the kind a grandmother would weave
the perfect baby, the kind a grandmother
would dream of
the son she’d never had,
the one she could spoil,
the one she deserved.
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence where the Granddaddy
leaned against it, a post to divide his property
from yours. Don’t know nothing ’bout no fence,
the Granddaddy said. So now she’s knocked up
and squalling out back,
serves her right for running around
serves her right for backtalking me.
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence where the Granddaddy
leaned against it, a post to divide his property
from yours. Don’t know nothing ’bout no fence,
the Granddaddy said. So now she’s knocked up
and squalling out back,
serves her right for running around
serves her right for backtalking me.
The neighbor next door
was the one who was right
who heard late that night
the cat and the bird.
Take me to the fence,
the baby had begged them,
and when the newsboy arrived
he saw an alley cat out back
tugging at some meat. He heard
a single black bird
a cry in the wind.
He rushed to tell all of them
what all of them already knew.
was the one who was right
who heard late that night
the cat and the bird.
Take me to the fence,
the baby had begged them,
and when the newsboy arrived
he saw an alley cat out back
tugging at some meat. He heard
a single black bird
a cry in the wind.
He rushed to tell all of them
what all of them already knew.
There’s a dead baby in our yard
the newsboy says,
and something knocks at our door.
the newsboy says,
and something knocks at our door.
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
My Father Teaches Me To Dream
By Jan Beatty
You want to know what work is?
I’ll tell you what work is:
Work is work.
You get up. You get on the bus.
You don’t look from side to side.
You keep your eyes straight ahead.
That way nobody bothers you—see?
You get off the bus. You work all day.
You get back on the bus at night. Same thing.
You go to sleep. You get up.
You do the same thing again.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
There’s no handouts in this life.
All this other stuff you’re looking for—
it ain’t there.
Work is work.
You want to know what work is?
I’ll tell you what work is:
Work is work.
You get up. You get on the bus.
You don’t look from side to side.
You keep your eyes straight ahead.
That way nobody bothers you—see?
You get off the bus. You work all day.
You get back on the bus at night. Same thing.
You go to sleep. You get up.
You do the same thing again.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
There’s no handouts in this life.
All this other stuff you’re looking for—
it ain’t there.
Work is work.
Monday, August 4, 2014
Delete, Delete
By Anne Whitehouse
I log on to email every day.
My inbox is full of offers, appeals,
advice, updates, reminders
I go through the list, reading
and deleting, or deleting
without reading.
My brain has reached capacity
and is starting to shrink.
I try to delete more than I add
to the heavy baggage of self.
Delete the urge to suffer
that twisted me in knots,
delete the need to be right,
to have the last word,
to have my own way.
Knowing I cannot choose
the way my life will end.
Anne Whitehouse is the author of three collections of poetry: The Surveyor's Hand, Blessings and Curses, and Bear in Mind, and a novel, Fall Love. Her poetry, short stories, essays, reviews, and articles have been widely published. She is a graduate of Harvard and Columbia. Please visit her website, www.annewhitehouse.com.
I log on to email every day.
My inbox is full of offers, appeals,
advice, updates, reminders
I go through the list, reading
and deleting, or deleting
without reading.
My brain has reached capacity
and is starting to shrink.
I try to delete more than I add
to the heavy baggage of self.
Delete the urge to suffer
that twisted me in knots,
delete the need to be right,
to have the last word,
to have my own way.
Knowing I cannot choose
the way my life will end.
Anne Whitehouse is the author of three collections of poetry: The Surveyor's Hand, Blessings and Curses, and Bear in Mind, and a novel, Fall Love. Her poetry, short stories, essays, reviews, and articles have been widely published. She is a graduate of Harvard and Columbia. Please visit her website, www.annewhitehouse.com.
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Peace! Peace!
By Rabbi Naomi Levy
Rachel is crying for her children
She refuses to be comforted
From beyond the grave she cries
Through the centuries
Her tears flow
Hagar cries too
From beyond the grave and
Their tears intermingle
The tears of the mothers
Grieving over dead sons and daughters
Weeping over war
They try to shake us
Wake us
They see our promise
They prophesy our hope
From the place of eternity
Our mothers whisper
Peace
Peace Shalom Salaam
Can you hear it?
Rachel is crying for her children
She refuses to be comforted
From beyond the grave she cries
Through the centuries
Her tears flow
Hagar cries too
From beyond the grave and
Their tears intermingle
The tears of the mothers
Grieving over dead sons and daughters
Weeping over war
They try to shake us
Wake us
They see our promise
They prophesy our hope
From the place of eternity
Our mothers whisper
Peace
Peace Shalom Salaam
Can you hear it?
Monday, July 28, 2014
Die
By Mitch Grabois
1.
Nurse Amy
observant and intuitive
came to tell me that Tiffany had escaped
I wondered if
she had figured out that I was in love with Tiffany
one of our patients
a chronic schizophrenic
2.
When I was four
my uncle gave me a square wooden coin bank
about the size of a fist
its sides painted with dots to make a die
Even that early he was trying to warn me about chance
and how much happiness depends on luck
The die was the only possession I kept from childhood
Its wisdom was the only wisdom I needed
It eclipsed all other understanding
3.
I’d never wanted to fall in love with Tiffany
--it was a struggle to get her to brush her teeth--
it just happened
No ethics board would accept that
as an explanation
4.
Though I loved the die, I had never cleaned it
and after forty years its surfaces were darkened and marred
Amy had brought me this terrible news
but maybe it was lucky that Tiffany had escaped
before I got into real trouble
On an impulse I picked up the die and tossed it to Amy
It wasn’t a good toss, but she reached out and one-handed it
She was more athletic than I had imagined
5.
I felt in my bones that Tiffany would not be found
Then I shuddered
and felt nothing at all
6.
Each of Amy’s fingers
gripping the die
posed a question or offered a comment
The pointer asked: Where did she go?
The index finger: Will she come back?
The ring finger said: Her leaving, her escape, is totally unacceptable
The pinkie: Her return is a necessity
Amy’s thumb remained mute
pressed against the die
but there was a hiss from under the
cuticle-- Don’t wait, Hank, go find herMitch Grabois’ poetry and short fiction has appeared in over seventy literary magazines, most recently The Examined Life, Memoir Journal, and Haggard and Halloo. His novel, Two-Headed Dog was published in April by Dirt e-books, founded by NY agent Gary Heidt. He was born in the Bronx and now lives in Denver.
Friday, July 25, 2014
It's Also Fine
By Mourid Barghouti
It’s also fine to die in our beds
It’s also fine to die in our beds
on a clean pillow
and among our friends.
It’s fine to die, once,
our hands crossed on our chests,
empty and pale,
with no scratches, no chains, no banners,
and no petitions.
It’s fine to have a clean death,
with no holes in our shirts,
and no evidence in our ribs.
It’s fine to die
with a white pillow, not the pavement, under our cheek,
with our hands resting in those of our loved ones,
surrounded by desperate doctors and nurses,
with nothing left but a graceful farewell,
paying no attention to history,
leaving this world as it is,
hoping that, someday, someone else
will change it.
and among our friends.
It’s fine to die, once,
our hands crossed on our chests,
empty and pale,
with no scratches, no chains, no banners,
and no petitions.
It’s fine to have a clean death,
with no holes in our shirts,
and no evidence in our ribs.
It’s fine to die
with a white pillow, not the pavement, under our cheek,
with our hands resting in those of our loved ones,
surrounded by desperate doctors and nurses,
with nothing left but a graceful farewell,
paying no attention to history,
leaving this world as it is,
hoping that, someday, someone else
will change it.
Thursday, July 24, 2014
Untitled
By Helen Govan
I hope your kilt will fit you well
and in it you will look a swell
If married never mind
if single drop a line
Wish you bags of luck
and a speedy return back to Blighty.
This poem was reportedly found stitched into the folds of a WWI kilt.
I hope your kilt will fit you well
and in it you will look a swell
If married never mind
if single drop a line
Wish you bags of luck
and a speedy return back to Blighty.
This poem was reportedly found stitched into the folds of a WWI kilt.
Monday, July 21, 2014
Saying Goodbye to Very Young Children
By John Updike
They will not be the same next time. The sayings
so cute, just slightly off, will be corrected.
Their eyes will be more skeptical, plugged in
the more securely to the worldly buzz
of television, alphabet, and street talk,
culture polluting their gazes' dawn blue.
It makes you see at last the value of
those boring aunts and neighbors (their smells
of summer sweat and cigarettes, their faces
like shapes of sky between shade-giving leaves)
who knew you from the start, when you were zero,
cooing their nothings before you could be bored
or knew a name, not even you own, or how
this world brave with hellos turns all goodbye.
They will not be the same next time. The sayings
so cute, just slightly off, will be corrected.
Their eyes will be more skeptical, plugged in
the more securely to the worldly buzz
of television, alphabet, and street talk,
culture polluting their gazes' dawn blue.
It makes you see at last the value of
those boring aunts and neighbors (their smells
of summer sweat and cigarettes, their faces
like shapes of sky between shade-giving leaves)
who knew you from the start, when you were zero,
cooing their nothings before you could be bored
or knew a name, not even you own, or how
this world brave with hellos turns all goodbye.
Sunday, July 20, 2014
Ice Cream Stop
By Shel Silverstein
At the fifty-two flavor ice cream stand.
The animals all got off the train
And walked right up to the ice cream man.
“I’ll take Vanilla,” yelled the gorilla.
“I’ll take Chocolate,” shouted the ocelot.
“I’ll take Strawberry,” chirped the canary.
“Rocky Road,” croaked the toad
“Lemon and Lime,” growled the lion.
Said the ice cream man, “Til I see a dime,
You’ll get no ice cream of mine.”
Then the animals snarled and screeched and growled
And whinnied and whimpered and hooted and howled
And gobbled up the whole ice cream stand,
All fifty-two flavors
(fifty-three with the ice cream man).
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
Suffering the Unattainable
By David Dodd Lee
Large sea turtles and some whales
will outlive us, water a manifestation of wind in
another dimension.
I had to use the shovel to hack at the wood, had to grab
a hatchet, down deep in the hole. The oak pitched around
like a ship’s mast, or I was no longer alive; perhaps I was yet
to be
all over again, though I kept recalling your name. The verdurous
roots.
Large sea turtles and some whales
will outlive us, water a manifestation of wind in
another dimension.
I had to use the shovel to hack at the wood, had to grab
a hatchet, down deep in the hole. The oak pitched around
like a ship’s mast, or I was no longer alive; perhaps I was yet
to be
all over again, though I kept recalling your name. The verdurous
roots.
Friday, July 11, 2014
Sabbath lie
On Friday, at twilight of a summer day
While the smells of food and prayer rose from every house
And the sound of the Sabbath angels’ wings was in the air,
While still a child I started to lie to my father:
“I went to another synagogue.”
I don’t know if he believed me or not
But the taste of the lie was good and sweet on my tongue
And in all the houses that night
Hymns rose up along with lies
To celebrate the Sabbath.
And in all the houses that night
Sabbath angels died like flies in a lamp,
And lovers put mouth to mouth,
Blew each other up until they floated upward,
Or burst.
And since then the lie has been good and sweet on my tongue
And since then I always go to another synagogue.
And my father returned the lie when he died:
“I’ve gone to another life.”
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