By Margaret Phillips
The Mayflower Saints may
have walked in this place
where I am walking
where I don’t know how to ask
the leaves or pines in the sandy ground
what happened here then
not study paragraph by paragraph but word
by word talk to someone who knew
those minutes in those days
yet here beside the spotted wintergreen
it just so happens I’m the only one
to hear my questions
I want to talk to the Wampanoag teacher
behind the black cherry bushes
to ask him
to tell about the stolen
corn the stolen seed corn stored
that year at Corn Hill
at what was to be known as
Corn Hill
as in the scene of the crime
where the seed corn was stolen from
it just so happens that I
have experience
fifteen hundred miles away
from this silent path — experience in Indiana with my grandfather’s
side business of selling seed corn
and with his small profit
buys his own seed
to grow corn to make silage
to feed his dairy cows
to keep his hundred and sixty acres
acres heavy with rocks that rise up
with the frost line each spring
to break the plow point
to freeze the hay rake gears in fall —
it just so happens that broken gear teeth
broken plow points are just the emergency
seed corn money can meet to feed
the hungry finances of a hundred and sixty acres
so it will not starve
it just so happens starving —
ask Bradford and his hungry men —
is only the stuff of time and place
In Indiana in my grandfather’s milk house
next to the cooling room is a smaller room
and behind the pasteurizer a windowsill
and on the windowsill a pasteboard box
and in the box large arrowheads
for deer
and smaller ones called
bird points and squirrel points
that rise up every spring in the clay
first cut turned over by the plow
my grandfather’s plow brings up an arrowhead
some young Potawattamee dropped
flint chipped and knapped long ago
in the nearby hamlet by his family’s lodge
if I could turn and bend agilely down
out of time out of place
I could catch the arrowhead he
dropped silently in the leaves could offer it back to him
and ask if he knew about the stolen corn
fifteen hundred miles away
it just so happens that the corn in Corn Hill
kept Bradford and his party
and the hungry enterprise alive
this boon needed to feed the babies
but stolen away from other babies
not in dire need but their children
shouldered out by the children
of the saved babies and
the Potawattamee boy who could not see
that his woods would give way to corn or clover
it just so happens eaten by cows not buffalo cows
but milk cows whose milk passes through
the pasteurizer in front of the door
to the windowed room with a pasteboard box
of arrow points in the windowsill if I could just stop
I could see my grandfather drop
his found arrowhead into his pocket I could take it
and reach out to hand it to the Wampanoag teacher
who speaks about disappearance
of seed corn an accompaniment to the just surviving
explorers to the sagging finances
of a small farm in Indiana or
on a path in Truro where
it just so happens lies
Corn Hill.
This was the 2014 winning poem selected by the Cape Cod Cultural Center.
Friday, August 8, 2014
As I Pack for Eight Days in Costa Rica
By Judy Brook
I wonder about Marco Polo
and his twenty-four year trip to China.
How many suitcases did he take?
How did he pack without plastic bags?
How did he do it without a charge card
a list of phrases in different languages
wash and wear shirts
trip insurance
an itinerary
a passport
a map?
Did he take a good novel to read at night
an outfit and shoes for dressing up
a good sun-blocking hat
bug repellent?
Did he find someone to feed the cat?
from the Poetry Society of Vermont.
Thursday, August 7, 2014
Dead Baby
By Jacqueline St. Joan
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence. It was naked. It was blue.
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence. It was naked. It was blue.
It was bloody placenta all over the ground
and red spots on the fence. Red spots on the fence
led them over the top to the trail of blood
in the neighbor’s yard
to the back door
and into the room
of a 13 year old, the childless mother
of the dead baby in the yard next door.
I heard a cry late last night,
a neighbor reported,
Thought it was a cat or a bird.
What did she do alone in that room?
Teddy bear stuffed in her mouth?
Her legs pumping the mantra of a child
giving birth all alone: Get rid of it,
then wash up, no one will know
Did she rise up then
Get rid of it
and take the baby to the fence?
Go wash up, it’s gone now, no one will know
it’s over, we’re dying, wash up now,
it’s gone over the fence . . .
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence.
It was wrapped in slick papers
the Sunday supplement
multicolored ink-stains
and bloody from the birth,
yellow rubber gloves flopped in a puddle,
man-sized gloves. Playtex
what you use
to wash the whitewalls on tires
to strip furniture
to clean the oven
or to pull out a baby that doesn’t want to come
when you don’t know what you’re doing
so you reach in and pull harder
and the head comes out and it’s blue
and the cord’s wrapped around
and you don’t know what you’re doing
and you reach in and pull harder
and the yellow gloves pull harder
and you’re scared
and it’s blue and we’re dying,
so you reach for the Parade section
and roll the baby in it
and you don’t know what you’re doing
and you’re sorry
and you drop it over the fence
hand over head, like a kid mailing a letter
and you turn the gloves inside out,
drop them and run home before dark.
and red spots on the fence. Red spots on the fence
led them over the top to the trail of blood
in the neighbor’s yard
to the back door
and into the room
of a 13 year old, the childless mother
of the dead baby in the yard next door.
I heard a cry late last night,
a neighbor reported,
Thought it was a cat or a bird.
What did she do alone in that room?
Teddy bear stuffed in her mouth?
Her legs pumping the mantra of a child
giving birth all alone: Get rid of it,
then wash up, no one will know
Did she rise up then
Get rid of it
and take the baby to the fence?
Go wash up, it’s gone now, no one will know
it’s over, we’re dying, wash up now,
it’s gone over the fence . . .
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence.
It was wrapped in slick papers
the Sunday supplement
multicolored ink-stains
and bloody from the birth,
yellow rubber gloves flopped in a puddle,
man-sized gloves. Playtex
what you use
to wash the whitewalls on tires
to strip furniture
to clean the oven
or to pull out a baby that doesn’t want to come
when you don’t know what you’re doing
so you reach in and pull harder
and the head comes out and it’s blue
and the cord’s wrapped around
and you don’t know what you’re doing
and you reach in and pull harder
and the yellow gloves pull harder
and you’re scared
and it’s blue and we’re dying,
so you reach for the Parade section
and roll the baby in it
and you don’t know what you’re doing
and you’re sorry
and you drop it over the fence
hand over head, like a kid mailing a letter
and you turn the gloves inside out,
drop them and run home before dark.
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence.
It was dressed in white lace
a christening gown
layers of white on white,
the baby had been washed,
the clothes had been pressed
it had all been prepared,
a small bonnet crocheted
a pearl ribbon woven through.
It was wrapped in a cover
a hand-knitted blanket,
the edges folded back,
the kind a grandmother would weave
the perfect baby, the kind a grandmother
would dream of
the son she’d never had,
the one she could spoil,
the one she deserved.
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence.
It was dressed in white lace
a christening gown
layers of white on white,
the baby had been washed,
the clothes had been pressed
it had all been prepared,
a small bonnet crocheted
a pearl ribbon woven through.
It was wrapped in a cover
a hand-knitted blanket,
the edges folded back,
the kind a grandmother would weave
the perfect baby, the kind a grandmother
would dream of
the son she’d never had,
the one she could spoil,
the one she deserved.
There’s a dead baby in your yard
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence where the Granddaddy
leaned against it, a post to divide his property
from yours. Don’t know nothing ’bout no fence,
the Granddaddy said. So now she’s knocked up
and squalling out back,
serves her right for running around
serves her right for backtalking me.
the newsboy said when he knocked on the door.
It was over by the fence where the Granddaddy
leaned against it, a post to divide his property
from yours. Don’t know nothing ’bout no fence,
the Granddaddy said. So now she’s knocked up
and squalling out back,
serves her right for running around
serves her right for backtalking me.
The neighbor next door
was the one who was right
who heard late that night
the cat and the bird.
Take me to the fence,
the baby had begged them,
and when the newsboy arrived
he saw an alley cat out back
tugging at some meat. He heard
a single black bird
a cry in the wind.
He rushed to tell all of them
what all of them already knew.
was the one who was right
who heard late that night
the cat and the bird.
Take me to the fence,
the baby had begged them,
and when the newsboy arrived
he saw an alley cat out back
tugging at some meat. He heard
a single black bird
a cry in the wind.
He rushed to tell all of them
what all of them already knew.
There’s a dead baby in our yard
the newsboy says,
and something knocks at our door.
the newsboy says,
and something knocks at our door.
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
My Father Teaches Me To Dream
By Jan Beatty
You want to know what work is?
I’ll tell you what work is:
Work is work.
You get up. You get on the bus.
You don’t look from side to side.
You keep your eyes straight ahead.
That way nobody bothers you—see?
You get off the bus. You work all day.
You get back on the bus at night. Same thing.
You go to sleep. You get up.
You do the same thing again.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
There’s no handouts in this life.
All this other stuff you’re looking for—
it ain’t there.
Work is work.
You want to know what work is?
I’ll tell you what work is:
Work is work.
You get up. You get on the bus.
You don’t look from side to side.
You keep your eyes straight ahead.
That way nobody bothers you—see?
You get off the bus. You work all day.
You get back on the bus at night. Same thing.
You go to sleep. You get up.
You do the same thing again.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
There’s no handouts in this life.
All this other stuff you’re looking for—
it ain’t there.
Work is work.
Monday, August 4, 2014
Delete, Delete
By Anne Whitehouse
I log on to email every day.
My inbox is full of offers, appeals,
advice, updates, reminders
I go through the list, reading
and deleting, or deleting
without reading.
My brain has reached capacity
and is starting to shrink.
I try to delete more than I add
to the heavy baggage of self.
Delete the urge to suffer
that twisted me in knots,
delete the need to be right,
to have the last word,
to have my own way.
Knowing I cannot choose
the way my life will end.
Anne Whitehouse is the author of three collections of poetry: The Surveyor's Hand, Blessings and Curses, and Bear in Mind, and a novel, Fall Love. Her poetry, short stories, essays, reviews, and articles have been widely published. She is a graduate of Harvard and Columbia. Please visit her website, www.annewhitehouse.com.
I log on to email every day.
My inbox is full of offers, appeals,
advice, updates, reminders
I go through the list, reading
and deleting, or deleting
without reading.
My brain has reached capacity
and is starting to shrink.
I try to delete more than I add
to the heavy baggage of self.
Delete the urge to suffer
that twisted me in knots,
delete the need to be right,
to have the last word,
to have my own way.
Knowing I cannot choose
the way my life will end.
Anne Whitehouse is the author of three collections of poetry: The Surveyor's Hand, Blessings and Curses, and Bear in Mind, and a novel, Fall Love. Her poetry, short stories, essays, reviews, and articles have been widely published. She is a graduate of Harvard and Columbia. Please visit her website, www.annewhitehouse.com.
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